Who am I even? Who am I beyond the shame of this gayness I see standing in front of the mirror? Who am I beyond this irking gayness I hear when I listen to my own voice? Who am I beyond the guilt of this gayness I feel seeing all these cute boys walking around the campus?
What is life? What is life beyond this condemnation that I feel about my sexuality? What is life beyond this sadness and loneliness — all for giving up a happily-ever-after future with a loving husband, just to give a glimmer of appeasement to a God who detests my whole abominable being in the first place?
Who is God? Who is that God who has supposedly created my inmost being yet abhors me at the same time? The one who is supposed to be praised for He has wonderfully created me?
Where is Jesus? That loving Jesus who is there for the weary? The one on whom I’m supposed to cast my heavy burdens?
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